nothing is want it seems,nothing ever has perfect look,everything has a side that is dimmed and some what broken even if you can’t look at it and see it, but think everything as glass and that everything is not as strong as it seems. everything has a breaking point even if this wasn’t piont blank easy……….

everything is breakable including humansevery human has a piont or thing that hurts more then other thing, something more senitive then the other thing. like you most poeple it is the loss of someone very close or the dissaproval of a family member….

but for me it isn’t disaproval of family, because alot of the things i do my family disagrees on. It isn’t the loss of a best freind or close person because i lost the two most inportant people in my life last year… my best freind and my grandmother.

all the time i act tough, hard to hurt, but the truth is i am able to hurt jsut as much as anyone else, i am like a mirror people look at me and see something oppisite of the way it looks and very breakable…. alot of people think i am happy all the time, most the time i smile for no reason at all, but alot of the time the heart that once was so strong is crying for help…. i have to deal with alot of things… but out of all those things one thing hurts me the most, someone acting like they are my freind and have my best in mind, but they turn out to be careless about how i am or how i feel…..

i look in the mirror and see what others see but what i can’t see is that i care to much what other people thing about me and how other people are doing, how the world around me got the way it did, how everything can go from good to bad. like all the wrongs in life there is one great right the fact that at the end of the day i look in the mirror i might not see the way things really are, but i feel like me and i am me not something i wasn’t meant to be,,,, that i work each day to helping others

see the mirror doesn’t see it all, it sees the oppisite of who you are, because no one can see the good inside someone, but you can feel it and sense it………

so take a look in the mirror want do you see…???