there was a time that i was toltaly happy, that i felt like nothing could go wrong, but in one year all of it changed, allthe memories started to haunt me.

but i did begin to get happy and smile alot more without forcing it to my face. it had seemed that somewhere when my heart grew cold to those around me and that i had been so far from help that someone had guided me back into the light. someone that started off as the boyfreind’s best freind and ended cup being sort of like an angel. he is hard on himself and alot of bad things has happened to him, but with each growing day he is always there to help and pays close attention to those around him and i wanted to show him some how that he has changed my life for ever, because now i am not haunted  by the past and all the things that have happened i remember that those things are want have made me who i am today. although of course there are things to regret, i love the person i have turned out to be. and i feel like he was a big part of that. he showed me that altough dating the bad gguys are more fun that sometimes want you need is one that protects you by holding you tight. and i know that one day he is going to make some girl a really good prince charming. for he is every fairytale, heavenly, and mighty person i have ever know. he has made mistakes but its ok because he has turned out to be one of the best guys that i have ever meant. he is through everything i have said and things that i have done, remined the person i trust the most and my best friend. an angel to guide the way for those who are lost and will soon leave to find another needing soul and help them realize that we are who we are because its who we ae meant to be.

i hope he realizes that i am me because he showned me the way to be me again. i still have a long way to go but i know my road because he showed me. i wouldn’t be alive without you guideing me and showing me that there is more to life……

i hope that you miss high school more then you think. i hope you remember me, cause i will never forget you<3