there has been alot happening in the last couple of weeks and sorry that i didn’t write sooner about this to keep you guys updated but i didn’t really have time.

so since may 3rd alot of things have happened

first this post will be about may 4th and threw may 10th….

on May 4th me and my boyfreind got into a huge fight and ended up at the end breaking up, another on of my best freinds betrayed me and since that day i haven’t talked to her. but the story is…

at the beginning of the day i ask my boyfreind about what had been said to tony and he denied it. And of course i believedhim but i needed time to think because i was so confused, i didn’t know why they would say that or any on the other thosands of questions racing threw my head. i  couldn’t believe want was happening and he wouldn’t just leave alone to think he kept coming to my classes and not leaving me alone and at the end of the day he snapped and broke us off. soon after he walked away i noticed him talking to my best freind sam and sam said that i was cheating on him with gage. letting gage feel me up and i was said how much i loved his touch and such and said that this happened at lunch. and even though he has said that it was because he was mad, he yelled at me saying mean things to me and i in my defense had yelled back and thats when we broke  up with each other. it stayed that way for about four hours until once again i had to make the first move and say that i was sorry. at work i called him when i was on my break and he came down to my work and we made up.

the next day more things arose i confronted sam about want she had said and she dinied what had been said and then rich started to change small asspects of his story and then sean and tony had said something to rich calling him a pussy and such and at lunch i went to confront themand they said that me and rich together was getting old because after we had broken up rich was relieved and it hurt me and i didn’t want to believe it, but a small part of me believe it and that part of me was right. he admitted it to me after school when i ask in front of his freinds so i could find the truth. hye had felt relieved when we had broke up. but he had said that later on i was all he could think about i was always there, he had said that in spite of me. but that didn’t matter in the end i felt part of him give up on me.

as the days rolled on more things had arose and had to be confronted. i was sick and tired of holding in want i was feeling and i broke, i told rich how i had felt, betrayed torn. split and untrusting. we fought about everything but not for a long amount of time so i came to the conclusion that everything would get better. and for a couple of days things calmed down and i stopped talking to tony, sean, and sam. me and rich were good but i was working alot and had alot of other things to do.