OK, how about this for frustrating.

my best Friend is pregnant with my brother’s baby, but the thing is i knew her before he did. i love my Friend to death and wouldn’t want anything to happen to her,but she is going out with the one of my brothers that are dangerous and get angry easy. i have been threw everything that my brother could do and it hurts, he is Strong and able to hurt people. he was able to come after me, someone who has done just able everything for him, but he has come after me,lots of times and has hurt me in ways no other person can.

one time he threw me over the stairs railing and still came after me, i had bruises all over me and my shoulder was injured to a full extinct, and it still tends to get sore from time to time when i use it to much, and that was like 7 months ago. and you want to know what started this, i said he couldn’t cook!!! and he went off on me. and it scared me to death, i ended up running out of my house down the street to my Friends house.

but see even that isn’t the only thing he did,he’s done more and not just to me.

he had another girl pregnant before and they had a beautiful baby girl. but when see was about two and a half to three months old she ended up with eight or nine broken ribs and broken legs and was placed in foster care. i hated him, because after about a month to two months of blaming me for it and coming after me in every way possible,he admitted that he did it. after that his ex girlfriend came out and started saying thing about how he abused her and threw her up against the wall.

these are only two examples but you see how dangerous he could be……….. and i am scared for my best friend, i would never let anything ever happen to her or at least i will try.

i have saved her before and have help her to get help with her problems.

she is 16 about to turn 17,she has a good job, shes good in school, but she wasn’t at all like this six or seven months ago.

about six or seven months ago i got a call that my bf had tried to kill herself by popping pills, no one knew how to calm her down, she was scared and afraid, not able to stand light and she had a death fear or ambulances. The people with her didn’t know how to handle her, but i was a little more then a mile away. when i got the call i told the one guy to just keep her in the house and doors locked, get lots of water in her and then once i got off the phone, before i could even get my shoes on, ran out the door and got to the house in 10 minutes. She wasn’t in the house, they didn’t call a ambulance, and she wouldn’t drink the water. I got the phone called the ambulance and when she tried to escape, i pended her to the ground until the ambulance came and then strapped her in the bed. The next day she was okay, like nothing had happened, but she had bruises on her shoulders from were i had to hold her down and her liver was injured from it. Since that day she stopped the drinking, taking pills for fun, and anything else that was bad for her.

and she is doing so good, yeah she’s pregnant, but its better then before and i know that if something bad happen i am going to have to deal with it and pay a price that i can’t pay.