i have a pretty eventful life, everyday there is something new going on, or something new happening, most the time they are normal thing, some end up being really good, not often, but it happens, and some end up being really bad or annoying to me, sometimes more then often.

it the past month i found out a lot about copping with these disruptions of life. One thing is to talk about it, but see ianit much of a talking, the other is to forget about it, but i can’t just forget about it, because then it buries itself deep within me. there is taking in out on myself or others, but i can’t afford to take it out on myself again, not after all the time i spent getting better, and i can’t hurt others without making me feel worse, i just care to much about those around me. so the last option was to write, a dairy want ever i wanted, see the thing is i live with three sisters and a bother, a mom the is very nosey, and have no respect or privacy in my house. so i tried that but you should already know that people would read it and make me so mad that i wouldn’t even be able to handle myself and end up converting to my old ways, time and time again. but i am trying not to be like i was so i am trying a homepage that no one in my house knows about, witch is want this is. and believe me there is a lot of things that i am going to write about because its me and my life.