OK, well want is some type of sign on me that says “come after me”

after all the things i have been threw day after day and how tired my life makes me i expect to be able to go home and not what to rather be lock in a room with a killer and no way out. cause that’s how i feel my house is.

my family makes this evil disease that causes everything and everyone to become dark and sad and moody.

my family are heartless people who only care about themselves and can’t accept anyone for who they are useless its is like the. that’s why i don’t fit into this family of mine.

they are dark always mean don’t care about anyone else but themselves. while i am someone who would do anything for one of her friends and care about everyone weather i know everything about you or if i don’t even know your name, i care able others.

they have the spirit of darkness while i have a spirit of a protector or hope.

they have no respect for anything that isn’t like them and it makes me mad because my mom thinks that i am who i am because of her, i got where i am because of her, but she is so wrong…….

its my grandmother voice i hear to give me hope, Mikey voice to guide me along the dark roads, and my aunt June who taught me to be the way i am.

i am who i am because of them and not because of her cruel treatment of me….

she tries to change everything about me, but i can’t change want god made me to be. i am a fighter and will stick up for others and they are the people i protect other from. my family should never be able to put there hands on other people but she finds a way to destroy everything good…

weather it be a best Friends type of thing…

mother and daughter ………….

sister and sister….

anything she wants to destroy…

if she doesn’t have it and it something she don’t understand

instead of typing to understand it she destroys it.